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B-e-a-utiful day :) De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 4 jours)

Heyyy :) I've just got home from town. I went to take my Car Theory Test...I passed :) I'm really chuffed because I only did around 4hours of revision. I got quite jammy though and most of the quest… plus

You're a slave to the system...Working jobs that you hate De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 105 jours)

So I've been extremely busy for the past month or so. Not really had much chance to just chill out and write on here...so I thought now is as good a time as any :) Work seems to be hectic. Not really… plus

A Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 149 jours)

So everything's been a bit hectic lately. I've been rushing around finishing things off for college and now I'm just glad to be having a break from it all :yes: Had another driving lesson today...I… plus

In the back of my mind I thought "my god!" De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 178 jours)

Today seems to have been a day to re-think a lot of things...The main thing being college. Once again I'm at the point in the year where I need to decide what I want to do next year. Do I go back a… plus

Sunny Sunday De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 181 jours)

So today I went to donnington market and Ikea with my brother and his girlfriend :>> Been a lovely day for it! Really hot and sunny...I like :yes: I ended up coming home with 100 tealights, tealight … plus

Shop Until You Drop De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 183 jours)

Hey all :) Just got home. Been shopping with my mum. Whoever said money can't buy happiness was telling porkies because frankly I'm a little bit happier now I've brought clothes :)) I think I'm becom… plus

My Photography! De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 184 jours)

So instead of posting some pictures from my birthday (looking back they're too embarrassing!) I thought that I would post some photographs that I have taken :>> Hope that you all enjoy them! … plus

Miss You, Miss You De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 184 jours)

So I've not been on here for a while...I just checked my last post. It was written 87 days ago. Whoops :)) I don't really tend to think to come on here as much as I used to. I always say that I'll ma… plus

The Early Hours Of The Morning Never Felt So Good De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 309 jours)

Just got in... Last night/this morning was good. I now have lovely smooth skin thanks to Amy :yes::D Will probably write more about it later but I'm going to try and get some sleep. Night :)… plus

It Kills Me To Know You Get Your Best Sleep Under Hospital Lights De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 315 jours)

So once again I haven't written anything in a while :no: Christmas was good...got a new electric acoustic guitar which I've been pretty much permanently playing since christmas morning :>> New years… plus

You're Taking Over Me De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 342 jours)

I've realised that I try too hard to please everyone...Even when they've been a complete arse to me. I think that I'm too nice...Contrary to 'popular' belief. People just seem to take advantage of… plus

I'll Be Just Fine, Pretending I'm Not, I'm Far From Lonely And It's All That I've Got De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 355 jours)

So once again I haven't wrote in a while. Not much of a suprise seeing as my life in general isn't that exciting, so there's not exactly much to write about. But it is about time for an 'update' I gu… plus

I Have Geekshades =] De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 413 jours)

So I never seem to blog a lot anymore. I guess I should really because then I wouldn't have to do a 'catch-up' of what's been going on since I last wrote something :yes: College is going ok...Well … plus

I Will Let You Down De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 465 jours)

I'm not in a happy mood :| I've done completely rubbish in my As Levels :**: I'm really not happy. I have to go tell my parents soon...I know they're going to be disappointed :| I mean last yr in my… plus

Penny For Your Thoughts De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 484 jours)

The mother came home last night...Safe to say I actually missed her :) Sounds like they had a really good time on holiday. She brought me a Kurt Cobain wallet as a present! I love it :>> Went Asda… plus

You Said We Were An Accident De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 489 jours)

In the past week I've somehow gotten 3 injuries...I don't even know for sure how I got two of them :??: I've sliced open my hand. I was watering my Mutti's plants in the greenhouse for her and the … plus

May I say I loved you more De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 496 jours)

So once again I haven't posted for a while so I thought I'd just do a little update :D I think that I've finally sorted out my college courses for next year...But if I do the courses that I want it… plus

Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 528 jours)

I haven't blogged in a while so I thought I'd post an update of what's been going on :) Well as of Monday night I have a new positive outlook on life :yes: Something just clicked in my head and I r… plus

Paint Me Blue De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 545 jours)

I'm in a very artsy mood again today :yes: Got my art book out and I've been sat here painting and drawing. I love it...It's not very often I get in this mood two days in a row. Makes a nice change :y… plus

Baby We Were Making Straight A's De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 550 jours)

I have both of my literature exams tomorrow morning. I'm dreading it :yes: I know that I'm capable of doing it but the thing with me is I never seem to get everything I want to say into the essay with… plus

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire? De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 555 jours)

So far this week hasn't been that great. It's just all of the crappy things building up inside my head and one day soon I know I'm going to explode :| I'm going out on saturday with some friends fo… plus

You Make This All Go Away? De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 564 jours)

I need to vent...as usual :roll: I hate how when I feel like shit and say something about it to someone, they just make me feel bad. I told my friend that I just don't know what to do anymore becau… plus

I'll Be Just Fine Pretending I'm Not De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 571 jours)

Today wasn't so good :no: I don't know how to explain it...It's like I wasn't me but I was watching me (If you understand what I mean by that). It's confusing :-/ It's like someone else was controllin… plus

Get Outta My Head De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 572 jours)

I hate myself for feeling like this :| I can't help it...I know I can't because I try so hard to be a happy, hyper person yet it just doesn't work. The thing is I'm not sure why I'm not happy :??: Not… plus

Get It, Get It, Get It, You Just Don't Get It De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 574 jours)

Last night was amazing :yes: MSI played such a great set. Met them all afterwards which made my year to be honest :>> They signed my ticket and took photos with me (none of which turned out any good b… plus

I Sold My Soul To Get Here, How About You? De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 576 jours)

Went to see Forgetting Sarah Marshall today. I thought it was really funny...and the fact that Russell Brand was in it just made it all the more amazing :)) Brought some magenta hair dye...going to… plus

Apologies Are Never Good Enough De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 584 jours)

I'm sorry that I'm never there for you I'm sorry that I get so paranoid I'm sorry for constantly having this guilty feeling I'm sorry that I'm never going to be good enough I'm sorry that I ha… plus

Pull The Trigger And The Nightmare Stops De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 585 jours)

Writers block again :| I have a few ideas for songs and I need to get stuff out of my head and into lyrics but whenever I try it just comes out as mindless sentences. I haven't wrote anything in a whi… plus

Music Thing De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 587 jours)

Directions: 1.) Put your music player on shuffle. 2.) Press forward for each question. 3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4.) NO CHEATING! Or you're no fun. 01) How am I feel… plus

I'm On The Outside De charlie-em dans Thoughts Of An Insomniac (date de 589 jours)

But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you … plus